So this is the new year
And I don't feel any different
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For self assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogs bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then I could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that could hold us back.

How I felt six months ago, how I still feel today.

The guy I lost my virginity to overdosed and died last night.
No, I'm not surprised. Yes, I am overwhelmed.
I just can't help but feel bad. I wish things could have been right.
I want to take a nap but I know I couldn't sleep, I have to get out of the house.



Sleep well, Anthony.

New livejournal. :) Add me & I might consider returning the favor.